my first entry for the year eh? i lost my two-week-or-thereabouts old iphone 4 - a gift from someone important. a report is lodged, the culprit witnessed, my hope still breathes... not exactly a great start to the year, but i accept my mistake. i cannot stop here to beat myself up - for too long - because the world will not wait around for me.
i have been drawing a lot, been preparing for all those class work that the new sem would bring. it's hurting my neck and deviating my jaw a lot. i don't really have an idea how, but typing this sorts of acknowledges some of the problems i face now. my tmj athritis - suspected - is making me very self-conscious about my looks. i make a good piece of artwork coz symmetry is boring; but not many guys appreciate art. i know i wouldn't for such a case - much less others. all these bother...
time for 2010 resolutions:
1. get a 3.75 GPA - no subject should fall beneath B
2. be myself - yes be boring: read poems, draw still lifes, oogle at guys, study 24-5, let your jaw deviate and all that crap.
3. enter a piece for inaugural uob poy
4. do not misplace my wallet,pen, handphone, watch, passport, specs, rucksack, and paint materials... the rest are still all right.
5. take bus to school and stop being a brat - sort of clashes with 2 but needs to be done.
6. no more fuck for funs - i doubt i can do this, let's just try
7. try to recover my phone - now this is really just a new year resolution.
ps:to anyone reading, i'm sorry but i just like to talk a lot about such crap, just block off my blogs if it annoys you... too much.